Faith and Doubt

For the past few months I have been taking a class working towards certification in pastoral counseling. I am a big supporter of clergy continuing education and believe that all clergy should make time to take at least one class each semester but that is a topic for another post.
During class yesterday the question of faith and doubt came up, can you have one without the other. So I posted this to Twitter and Facebook and got some interesting responses. Most everyone agrees that doubt leads to deeper faith, and I would have to agree. There are many examples of this in Scripture. One thinks of Thomas, one of the most famous doubters of all time. Thomas doubted that it was Jesus and needed proof but when Jesus did in fact appear his doubts were gone. What if Thomas had just believed, but not really, and went about his business.
Another example is Jesus Himself. Before His arrest, Scriptures tells us, that Jesus went alone to the garden to pray. His prayer was so intense that drops of blood feel from his brow. We can read the dialog between Jesus and His Father. In summer Jesus starts to bargain with God, if there is another way let’s do that! A few times we see Jesus at His most human and this is one of those times.
As I was reflecting on this on the ride home I also thought of the time Jesus spent on the Cross. At one point He cries out to God to ask why God has forsaken Him! Another example of the humanity of Jesus when He felt so alone in a time of great need. However in the end, He commends His soul to the hands of God.
Doubt is not a bad thing. Doubt is a human thing and leads us to better understanding if we are willing to do the work. I also would say that someone with doubt has an amazing amount of faith to be able to doubt, most people just go alone with whatever they have been taught.
In a recent Bible study we discussed what happens to the soul after death. Much of this teaching comes from the tradition of the Orthodox Church and it hard to understand and grasp. Some of the people in the class were visibly shaken by this and spoke up, perhaps a bit less respectful than I would have liked but we take people where they are.
I have learned that any serious Bible study requires us to rid our thoughts of what we learned in Sunday School, if we learned anything at all. Children need to be taught with images and not concepts as children cannot grasp concepts that adults can, so when adults study Scripture it can rock their world! And for some it obviously does. But we have to push through that and keep an open mind. Our learning about the faith should never stop.
So go ahead and have your doubts, but seek answers to your questions. I would suggest starting with your priest and not searching the internet as you never know what you are going to find. Reading books is also a good practice, but again consult your priest for a list of good books on the subject, if he is unsure ask him to try and find out. Priests do not have all the answers but they are a good place to start, it is part of the job!

St. John Cassian on Prayer

You see then what is the method and form of prayer proposed to us by the Judge Himself, who is prayed to by it.  It is a form which contains no petition for riches, no thought of honors, no request for power and might, no mention of bodily health and of temporal life.  For He Who is the Author of Eternity would have people ask Him nothing uncertain, nothing paltry, nothing temporal. And so a person will offer the greatest insult to His Majesty and Bounty if he leaves on one side these eternal petitions and chooses rather to ask of Him something transitory and uncertain. And he will also incur the indignation rather than the propitiation of the Judge through the pettiness of his prayer.
St. John Cassian, The First Conference of Abbot Isaac: On Prayer, Ch. 24.

A description of the first 40 days after death

by St. John Maximovitch
Limitless and without consolation would have been our sorrow for close ones who are dying, if the Lord had not given us eternal life. Our life would be pointless if it ended with death. What benefit would there then be from virtue and good deed? Then they would be correct who say: “Let us eat and drink, for tomorrow we die!”
But man was created for immortality, and by His resurrection Christ opened the gates of the Heavenly Kingdom, of eternal blessedness for those who have believed in Him and have lived righteously. Our earthly life is a preparation for the future life, and this preparation ends with our death. “It is appointed unto man once to die, but after this the judgment” (Heb 9:27). Then a man leaves all his earthly cares; the body disintegrates, in order to rise anew at the General Resurrection. Often this spiritual vision begins in the dying even before death, and while still seeing those around them and even speaking with them, they see what others do not see. [1]
But when it leaves the body, the soul finds itself among other spirits, good and bad. Usually it inclines toward those which are more akin to it in spirit, and if while in the body it was under the influence of certain ones, it will remain in dependence upon them when it leaves the body, however unpleasant they may turn out to be upon encountering them. [2]
For the course of two days the soul enjoys relative freedom and can visit places on earth which were dear to it, but on the third day it moves into other spheres. [3] At this time (the third day), it passes through legions of evil spirits which obstruct its path and accuse it of various sins, to which they themselves had tempted it.
According to various revelations there are twenty such obstacles, the so-called “toll-houses,” at each of which one or another form of sin is tested; after passing through one the soul comes upon the next one, and only after successfully passing through all of them can the soul continue its path without being immediately cast into gehenna. How terrible these demons and their toll-houses are may be seen in the fact that Mother of God Herself, when informed by the Archangel Gabriel of Her approaching death, answering her prayer, the Lord Jesus Christ Himself appeared from heaven to receive the soul of His Most Pure Mother and conduct it to heaven. Terrible indeed is the third day for the soul of the departed, and for this reason it especially needs prayers then for itself. [4]
Then, having successfully passed through the toll-houses and bowed down before God, the soul for the course of 37 more days visits the heavenly habitations and the abysses of hell, not knowing yet where it will remain, and only on the fortieth day is its place appointed until the resurrection of the dead. [5] Some souls find themselves (after the forty days) in a condition of foretasting eternal joy and blessedness, and others in fear of the eternal torments which will come in full after the Last Judgment. Until then changes are possible in the condition of souls, especially through offering for them the Bloodless Sacrifice (commemoration at the Liturgy), and likewise by other prayers. [6]
How important commemoration at the Liturgy is may be seen in the following occurrence: Before the uncovering of the relics of St. Theodosius of Chernigov [7], the priest-monk (the renowned Starets Alexis of Goloseyevsky Hermitage, of the Kiev-Caves Lavra, who died in 1916) who was conducting the re-vesting of the relics, becoming weary while sitting by the relics, dozed off and saw before him the Saint, who told him: “I thank you for laboring with me. I beg you also, when you will serve the Liturgy, to commemorate my parents” — and he gave their names (Priest Nikita and Maria). “How can you, O Saint, ask my prayers, when you yourself stand at the heavenly Throne and grant to people God’s mercy?” the priest-monk asked. “Yes, that is true,” replied St. Theodosius, “but the offering at the Liturgy is more powerful than my prayer.”
Therefore, panikhidas (i.e., Trisagion Prayers for the Dead) and prayer at home for the dead are beneficial to them, as are good deeds done in their memory, such as alms or contributions to the church. But especially beneficial for them is commemoration at the Divine Liturgy. There have been many appearances of the dead and other occurrences which confirm how beneficial is the commemoration of the dead. Many who died in repentance, but who were unable to manifest this while they were alive, have been freed from tortures and have obtained repose. In the Church prayers are ever offered for the repose of the dead, and on the day of the Descent of the Holy Spirit, in the kneeling prayers at vespers, there is even a special petition “for those in hell.”
Every one of us who desires to manifest his love for the dead and give them real help, can do this best of all through prayer for them, and particularly by commemorating them at the Liturgy, when the particles which are cut out for the living and the dead are let fall into the Blood of the Lord with the words: “Wash away, O Lord, the sins of those here commemorated by Thy Precious Blood and by the prayers of Thy saints.”
We can do nothing better or greater for the dead than to pray for them, offering commemoration for them at the Liturgy. Of this they are always in need, and especially during those forty days when the soul of the deceased is proceeding on its path to the eternal habitations. The body feels nothing then: it does not see its close ones who have assembled, does not smell the fragrance of the flowers, does not hear the funeral orations. But the soul senses the prayers offered for it and is grateful to those who make them and is spiritually close to them.
O relatives and close ones of the dead! Do for them what is needful for them and within your power. Use your money not for outward adornment of the coffin and grave, but in order to help those in need, in memory of your close ones who have died, for churches, where prayers for them are offered. Show mercy to the dead, take care of their souls. [8]
Before us all stands the same path, and how we shall then wish that we would be remembered in prayer! Let us therefore be ourselves merciful to the dead.
As soon as someone has reposed, immediately call or inform a priest, so he can read the Prayers appointed to be read over all Orthodox Christians after death.
Try, if it be possible, to have the funeral in Church and to have the Psalter read over the deceased until the funeral.
Most definitely arrange at once for the serving of the forty-day memorial, that is, daily commemoration at the Liturgy for the course of forty days. (NOTE: If the funeral is in a church where there are no daily services, the relatives should take care to order the forty-day memorial wherever there are daily services.) It is likewise good to send contributions for commemoration to monasteries, as well as to Jerusalem, where there is constant prayer at the holy places.
Let us take care for those who have departed into the other world before us, in order to do for them all that we can, remembering that “Blessed are the merciful, for they shall obtain mercy.”
Footnotes:
[1] But his soul continues to live. Not for an instant does it cease to exist. Our external, biological and earthly life ends with death, but the soul continues to live on. The soul is our very existence, the center of all our energies and our thoughts. The soul moves and gives life to the body. After its separation from the body it continues to live, to exist, to have awareness.
St. Theophan the Recluse, in a message to a dying woman, writes: “You will not die. Your body will die, but you will over to a different world, being alive, remembering yourself and recognizing the whole world that surrounds you.”
St. Dorotheos (6th century) summarizes the teaching of the early Fathers in this way: “For as the Fathers tell us, the souls of the dead remember everything that happened here — thoughts, words, desires — and nothing can be forgotten. But, as it says in the Psalm, ‘In that day all their thoughts shall perish’ (Psalm 145:5).
The thoughts he speaks of are those of this world, about houses and possessions, parents and children, and business transactions. All these things are destroyed immediately when the soul passes out of the body. But what he did against virtue or against his evil passions, he remembers and none of this is lost. In fact, the soul loses nothing that it did in the world but remembers everything at its exit from this body.”
St. John Cassian (5th century) likewise teaches: “Souls after the separation from this body are not idle, do not remain without consciousness; this is proved by the Gospel parable of the rich man and Lazarus (Luke 16:22-28). The souls of the dead do not lose their consciousness, they do not even lose their dispositions — that is, hope and fear, joy and grief, and something of that which they expect for themselves at the Universal Judgment they begin already to foretaste.”
[2] He who departs from this world experiences much consolation when he sees friendly people surrounding his dead body. Such a person discerns in his beloved friends’ tears of pain their love and sincere dedication. The greatest earthly joy is undoubtedly the realization that we die honored and appreciated by all who knew us.
But just as at the hour of death the dead body is surrounded by relatives and friends, so also is the soul, which abandons the body and is directed towards its heavenly homeland, accompanied by the spiritual beings related to it.
The virtuous soul is surrounded by bright angels of light, while the sinful soul is surrounded by dark and evil beings, that is, the demons.
St. Basil The Great (4th century) explains it this way: “Let no one deceive you with empty words; for destruction will come suddenly upon you; it will come like a storm. A grim angel (i.e., a demon) will come to take and drag violently the soul that has been tied to sins; and your soul will turn toward here and will suffer silently, having already been excluded from the organ of mourning (the body). O how you will be troubled at the hour of death for yourself! How you will sigh!”
St. Macarius Of Egypt writes of this: “When you hear that there are rivers of dragons and mouths of lions (cf. Heb 11:33, Ps 22:21) and dark powers under the sky and burning fire (Jer 20:9) that crackles in the members of the body, you must know this: unless you receive the earnest of the Holy Spirit (2 Cor 1:22; 5:5), at the hour when your soul is separated from the body, the evil demons hold fast to your soul and do not suffer you to rise up to heaven.”
This same Father also teaches us: “When the soul abandons the body a certain great mystery is enacted. If the deceased has departed unrepentant, a host of demons and rejected angels and dark powers receive that soul and keep it with them. The completely opposite happens with those who have repented: for near the holy servants of God there are now angels and good spirits standing by, surrounding and protecting them, and when they depart from the body, the choir of angels receive their souls to themselves, to the pure aeon.”
The champion of Orthodoxy against the Nestorian heresy, St. Cyril Of Alexandria likewise teaches: “When the soul is separated from the body it sees the fearful, wild, merciless and fierce demons standing by. The soul of the righteous is taken by the holy angels, passed through the air and is raised up.”
St. Gregory The Dialogist writes: “One must reflect deeply on how frightful the hour of death will be for us, what terror the soul will then experience, what remembrance of all the evils, what forgetfulness of past happiness, what fear, and what apprehension of the Judge. Then the evil spirits will seek out in the departing soul its deeds; then they will present before its view the sins towards which they had disposed it, so as to draw their accomplice to torment. But why do we speak only of the sinful soul, when they come even to the chosen among the dying and seek out their own in them, if they have succeeded with them? Among men there was only One Who before His suffering fearlessly said: ‘Hereafter I talk not much with you: For the prince of this world cometh, and hath nothing in Me (John 14:30).”
This truth is confirmed by various liturgical services. For example, in Small Compline we ask THE MOTHER OF GOD to “be merciful to me not only in this miserable life, but also at the time of my death; take care of my miserable soul and banish far from it the dark and sinister faces of the evil demons.”
In a prayer of the Midnight Service of Saturday (addressed to THE SAVIOUR) we pray: “Master, be merciful to me and let not my soul see the dark and gloomy sight of the evil spirits, but let bright and joyous angels receive it.”
Again, in another hymn to THE THEOTOKOS (from the Monday Matins service) we pray: “At the fearful hour of death free us from the horrible decision of the demons seeking to condemn us.” Similar prayers, addressed to the Lord and to the Holy Angels, are found throughout the service for the Repose of the Dying.
[3] Here, St. John is simply repeating a teaching common to the Church. St. Macarius Of Alexandria (having received the teaching not from men but from an angel) explains: “When an offering (i.e., the Eucharist) is made in Church on the third day, the soul of the departed receives from its guardian angel relief from the sorrow it feels as a result of the separation from the body.
In the course of two days the soul is permitted to roam the earth, wherever it wills, in the company of the angels that are with it. Therefore, the soul loving the body, sometimes wanders about the house in which its body has been laid out, and thus spends two days like a bird seeking its nest.
But the virtuous soul goes about those places in which it was wont to do good deeds.
On the third day, He Who Himself rose from the dead on the third day, commands the Christian soul, in imitation of His Resurrection, to ascend to the Heavens to worship the God of all.”
St. John Of Damascus vividly describes the state of the soul, parted from the body but still on earth, helpless to contact the loved ones whom it can see, in the Orthodox Funeral Service: “Woe is me! What manner of ordeal doth the soul endure when it is parted from the body! Alas! How many then are its tears, and there is none to show compassion! It raiseth its eyes to the angels; all unavailing is its prayer. It stretcheth out its hands to men, and findeth none to succor. Wherefore, my beloved brethren, meditating on the brevity of our life, let us beseech of Christ rest for him who hath departed hence, and for our souls great mercy.”
St. Theophan, in writing to the brother of a dying woman, says: “Your sister will not die; the body dies, but the personality of the dying one remains. It only goes over to another order of life. It is not she whom they will put in the grave. She is in another place. She will be just as alive as you are now. In the first hours and days she will be around you. Only she will not say anything, and you won’t be able to see her; but she will be right here. Have this in mind.”
[4] There is absolutely no doubt that the teaching of the toll-houses is the teaching of the Orthodox Church. We find this teaching in Holy Scripture (cf. Eph 6:12), the writings of all the Church Fathers (both ancient and modern) and throughout the prayers of the Church.
St. ATHANASIUS THE GREAT, in his famous life of St. Antony, describes the following:
“At the approach of the ninth hour, after beginning to pray before eating food, Antony was suddenly seized by the Spirit and raised up by angels into the heights. The aerial demons opposed his progress: the angels disputing with them, demanded that the reason of their opposition be set forth, because Antony had no sins at all. The demons strove to set forth the sins committed by him from his very birth; but the angels closed the mouths of the slanderers, telling them that they should not count the sins from his birth which had already been blotted out by the grace of Christ; but let them present — if they have any — the sins he committed after he entered monasticism and dedicated himself to God.
In their accusation the demons uttered many brazen lies; but since their slanders were wanting in proof, a free path opened for Antony. Immediately he came to himself and saw that he was standing in the same place where he had stood for prayer. Forgetting about food, he spent the night in prayer with tears and groanings, reflecting on the multitude of man’s enemies, on the battle against such an army, on the difficultly of the path to heaven through the air, and on the words of the Apostle who said: ‘Our wrestling is not against flesh and blood, but against the principalities and powers of the air’ (Eph 6:12; Eph 2:2).
The Apostle, knowing that the aerial powers are seeking only one thing, are concerned over it with all fervor, exert themselves and strive to deprive us of a free passage to heaven, exhorts: ‘Take up the whole armor of God, that ye may be able to withstand in the evil day (Eph 6:13), that the adversary may be put to shame, having no evil thing to say of us (Tit 2:8).”
St. John Chrysostom, describing the hour of death, teaches:
“Then we will need many prayers, many helpers, many good deeds, a great intercession from angels on the journey through the spaces of the air. If when traveling in a foreign land or a strange city we are in need of a guide, how much more necessary for us are guides and helpers to guide us past the invisible dignities and powers and world-rulers of this air, who are called persecutors and publicans and tax-collectors.”
St. Isaiah The Recluse (6th century) teaches that Christians should
“daily have death before our eyes and take care how to accomplish the departure from the body and how to pass by the powers of darkness who are to meet us in the air.”
St. Hesychius, Presbyter of Jerusalem (5th century) teaches:
“The hour of death will find us, it will come, and it will be impossible to escape it. Oh, if only the prince of the world and the air who is then to meet us might find our iniquities as nothing and insignificant and might not be able to accuse us justly.”
St. EPHRAIM THE SYRIAN (4th century) thus describes the hour of death and the hour of judgment at the toll-houses:
“When the fearful hour comes, when the divine takers-away command the soul to be translated from the body, when they draw us away by force and lead us away to the unavoidable judgment place — then, seeing them, the poor man comes all into a shaking as if from an earthquake, is all in trembling. The divine takers-away, taking the soul, ascend in the air where stand the chiefs, the authorities and world-rulers of the opposing powers. These are our accusers, the fearful publicans, registrars, tax-collectors; they meet it on the way, register, examine and count all the sins and debts of this man — the sins of youth and old age, voluntary and involuntary, committed in deed, word and thought. Great is the fear here, great the trembling of the poor soul, indescribable the want which it suffers then from the incalculable multitudes of its enemies surrounding it there in myriads, slandering it so as not to allow it to ascend to heaven, to dwell in the light of the living, to enter the land of life. But the holy angels, taking the soul, lead it away.”
St Cyril of Alexandria explains this further:
“As the soul ascends, it finds tax officials guarding the ascent, holding and preventing the souls from ascending. Each one of these custom stations presents its own particular sins of the souls.
But, by the same token, the good angels do not abandon the soul to these evil stations. At the time of its accounting the angels offer in turn the soul’s good works.
In fact, the holy angelic powers enumerate to the evil spirits the good acts of the soul that were done by word, deed, thought and imagination. If the soul is found to have lived piously and in a way pleasing to God, it is received by the holy angels and transferred to that ineffable joy of the blessed and eternal life.
But, if it is found to have lived carelessly and prodigally, it hears the most harsh word: ‘Let the ungodly be taken away, that he not see the glory of the Lord’ (Isa 26:10).
Then the holy angels with profound regret abandon the soul and it is received by those dark demons so that may fling it with much malevolence into the prisons of Hades.”
An early Church catchiest, referring to custom officials who collected taxes, relays to us the common Church teaching:
“I know of other tax collectors who after our departure from this present life inspect us and hold us to see if we have something that belongs to them.” The same catchiest goes on to say: “I wonder how much we must suffer at the hands of those evil angels, who inspect everything and who, when someone is found unrepentant, demand not only the payment of taxes simply, but also seize and hold us completely captive” (Origen).
This view is upheld by our great Father, St. Basil. Speaking about the courageous athletes of the faith, he teaches that they too will be scrutinized by the “revenue officials,” that is, by the evil spirits. The same Father also says that the evil spirits observe the departure of the soul with so much more vigilant attention than do enemies over a besieged city or thieves over a treasury house. St. John Chrysostom likewise calls demons “revenue officials” who threaten us and who are “overbearing powers with a fearful countenance that horrifies the soul that looks upon them.”
In another place St. John says that these evil spirits are called “persecutors and revenue officials and collectors of taxes in the Sacred Scripture.” According to St. John, even the souls of innocent infants must pass through these toll-houses, for the all-evil devil seeks to snatch their souls, too. However, the infants make the following confession (according to St. John): “We have passed by the evil spirits without suffering any harm. For the dark custom officials saw our spotless body and were put to shame; they saw the soul good and pure and were embarrassed; they say the tongue immaculate and pure and blameless and they were silenced; we passed by and humiliated them. This is why the holy angles of God who met and received us rejoiced, the righteous greeted us with joy and the saints with delight said, ‘Welcome, the lambs of Christ!'”
Probably the clearest and most comprehensive account of the toll-houses is that given by an angel of the Lord to St. Macarius Of Egypt:
“From the earth to heaven there is a ladder and a each rung has a cohort of demons. These are called toll-houses and the evil spirits meet the soul and bring its handwritten accounts and show these to the angels, saying: on this day and such and such of the month this soul did that: either it stole or fornicated or committed adultery or engaged in sodomy or lied or encouraged someone to an evil deed. And everything else evil which it has done, they show to the angels.
The angels then show whatever good the soul has done, charity or prayer or liturgies or fasting or anything else.
And the angels and the demons reckon up, and if they find the good greater than the evil, the angels seize the soul and take it up the next rung, while the demons gnash their teeth like wild dogs and make haste the snatch that pitiable soul from the hands of the Angels. The soul, meanwhile, cowers and terror encompasses it, and it makes as if to hide in the bosom of the Angels and there is a great discussion and must turmoil until that soul is delivered from the hands of the demons.
And they come again to another rung and there find another toll-house, fiercer and more horrible. And in this too, there is much uproar and great and indescribable turbulence as to who shall take that wretched soul. And shouting out aloud, the demons examine the soul, causing terror and saying: ‘Where are you going? Aren’t you the one who fornicated and thoroughly polluted Holy Baptism? Aren’t you the one who polluted the angelic habit? Get back. Get down. Get yourself to dark Hell. Get yourself to the outer fire. Get going to that worm that never sleeps.’
Then if it be that that soul is condemned, the demons bear it off to below the earth, to a dark and distressing spot. And woe to that soul in which that person was born. And who shall tell, holy Father, the straits in which the condemned souls will find themselves in that place!
But if the soul is found clean and sinless, it goes up the Heaven with such joy.”
Descriptions of the aerial toll-houses may also be found in the following Saints’ lives:
•St. EUSTRATIUS THE GREAT MARTYR (4th century)
•St. NIPHON OF CONSTANTIA in Cyprus (4th century)
•St. SYMEON THE FOOL FOR CHRIST (6th century)
•St. JOHN THE MERCIFUL (7th century)
•St SYMEON OF THE WONDROUS MOUNTAIN (7th century)
•St. MACARIUS THE GREAT (4th century)
•St. COLUMBA (6th century)
•St. ADAMNAN (8th century)
•St. BONIFACE (8th century)
•St. BASIL THE NEW (10th century)
•The Soldier TAXIOTES
•St. JOHN OF THE LADDER (6th century)
This very ancient teaching of the early Church Fathers and ascetic Saints is confirmed by the experience and teaching of saints more modern.
St. Seraphim Of Sarov relates:
“Two nuns passed on. Both had been abbesses. The Lord revealed to me that their souls were having difficulty getting through the aerial toll-houses. Three days and nights, I, a lowly sinner, prayed and begged the Mother Of God for their salvation. The goodness of the Lord, through the prayers of the Most Holy Mother Of God, finally had mercy upon them. They passed the aerial toll-houses and received forgiveness of sins.”
Likewise, St. Theophan The Recluse writes:
“No matter how absurd the idea of the toll-houses may seem to our ‘wise men,’ they will not escape passing through them.
What do these toll-gatherers seek in those who pass through? They seek whether people might have some of their goods. What kind of goods?
Passions.
Therefore, in the person whose heart is pure and a stranger to passion, they cannot find anything to wrangle over; on the contrary, the opposing quality will strike them like arrows of lightning.
To this someone who has a little education expressed the following thought: The toll-houses are something frightful. But it is quite possible that the demons, instead of something frightful, might present something seductive. They might present something deceptive and seductive, according to the kinds of passions, to the soul as it passes through one after the other.
When, during the course of life, the passions have been banished from the heart and the virtues opposed to them have been planted, then no matter what seductive thing you might present, the soul, having no kind of sympathy for it, passes by it, turning away from it with disgust. But when the heart has not been cleansed, the soul will rush to whatever passion the heart has most sympathy for; and the demons will take it like a friend, and then they know where to put it.
Therefore, it is very doubtful that a soul, as long as there remain in it sympathies for the objects of any passion, will not be put to shame at the toll-houses. Being put to shame here means that the soul itself is thrown into hell.”
In another place, St. Theophan (continuing his letter to the brother of the woman who was about to die) writes:
“In the departed there soon begins the struggle of going through the toll-houses. Here she needs help! Stand then in thought, and you will hear her cry to you: Help! This is where you should direct all your attention and all your love for her. Immerse yourself in prayer for her in her new condition and her new, unexpected needs.
Having begun thus, remain in unceasing crying out to God to help her, for the course of six weeks, and indeed for longer than that.
In the account of Theodora, the bag from which the angels took in order to be separated from the tax-collectors was the prayers of her elder. Your prayers will do the same; do not forget to do this. This is love!”
Significantly, all of this testimony is confirmed by the liturgical prayers of the Church. St. Ignatius Brianchaninov cites over 20 examples of references to the Toll-houses in the Divine service books and this is not a complete list!
[5] According to the revelation of the angel to St. Macarius, the Church’s special commemoration of the departed on the 9th day after death (apart from the general significance of the ranks of angels) occurs because up to then the soul is shown the beauties of Paradise, and only after this, for the remainder of the forty days, is sown the torments and horrors of hell, before being assigned on the fortieth day to the place where it will await the resurrection of the dead and the Last Judgment.
[6] The Church’s teaching on the state of souls in heaven and hell before the Last Judgment is set forth in its clearest fashion by St. Mark Of Ephesus in his dialogue with the Roman Catholics over the Roman doctrine of Purgatory (which the Orthodox reject as false). It is an extensive collection of writings, and much of it is beyond the focus of this limited study. The following should suffice, however, to illustrate the Orthodoxy of St. John Maximovitch’s words:
“Those reposed in faith are without doubt helped by the Liturgies and prayers and almsgiving performed for them, and that this custom has been in force from antiquity, there is the testimony of many and various utterances of the Teachers, both Latin and Greek, spoken and written at various times and in various places.
But that souls are delivered thanks to a certain purgatorial suffering and temporal fire which possesses such (a purgatorial) power and has the character of a help — this we do not find in either Scripture or in the prayers and hymns for the dead, or in the words of the Teachers.
But we have received that even the souls which are held in hell and are already given over to eternal torments, whether in actual fact and experience or in hopeless expectation of such, although not in the sense of completely loosing them from torment or giving hope for final deliverance.
And this is shown by the words of the great Macarius the Egyptian ascetic who, finding a skull in the desert, was instructed by it concerning this by the action of Divine Power.
And Basil The Great, in the prayers read at Pentecost, writes literally the following:
‘Who also, on this all-perfect and saving feast, are graciously pleased to accept propitiatory prayers for those who are imprisoned in hell, granting us a great hope of improvement for those who are imprisoned from the defilements which have imprisoned them, and that Thou wilt send down Thy consolation’ (Third Kneeling Prayer at Vespers).
But if souls have departed this life in faith and love, while nevertheless carrying with themselves certain faults, whether small ones over which they have not repented at all, or great ones for which — even though have repented over them — they did not undertake to show fruits of repentance: such souls, we believe, must be cleansed from this kind of sins, but not by means of some purgatorial fire or a definitive punishment in some place (for this, as we have said, has not at all been handed down to us).
But some must be cleansed in the very departure from the body (as St. Gregory The Dialogist literally shows); while others must be cleansed after the departure from the body, before they come to worship God and are honored with the lot of the blessed, or — if their sins were more serious and bind them for a longer duration — they are kept in hell, but not in order to remain forever in fire and torment, but as it were in prison and confinement under guard.
All such ones, we affirm, are helped by the prayers and Liturgies performed for them, with the cooperation of the Divine Goodness and Love for mankind.
And so, we entreat God and believe to deliver the departed (from eternal torment), and not from any other torment or fire apart from those torments and that fire which have been proclaimed to be forever.”
St. MARK further explains the state of the departed in this way:
“We affirm that neither the righteous have as yet received the fullness of their lot and that blessed condition for which they have prepared themselves here through works, nor have sinners, after death, been led away into the eternal punishment in which they shall be tormented eternally.
Rather, both the one and the other must necessarily take place after the Judgment of that last day and the resurrection of all.
Now, however, both the one and the other are in places proper to them: the first, in absolute repose and free, are in heaven with the angels and before God Himself, and already as if in Paradise from which Adam fell and often visit us in those temples where they are venerated, and hear those who call on them and pray for them to God, having received from Him this surpassing gift, and through their relics perform miracles and take delight in the vision of God and the illumination sent from Him more perfectly and purely than before, when they were alive; while the second, in their turn, being confined to hell, remain in ‘the lowest pit, in darkness and in the shadow of death’ (Ps 87:7), as David says, and then Job: ‘to the land where the light is darkness’ (Job 10:21-22).
And the first remain in every joy and rejoicing, already expecting and only not having in their hands the Kingdom and the unutterable good things promised them; and the second, on the contrary, remain in all confinement and inconsolable suffering, like condemned men awaiting the Judge’s sentence and foreseeing the torments.
Neither have the first yet received the inheritance of the Kingdom and those good things ‘which eye hath not seen, nor ear heard, nor have entered into the heart of man’ (1 Cor 2:9); nor have the second part yet been given over to eternal torments nor to burning in the unquenchable fire. And this teaching we have as handed down from our Fathers in antiquity and we can easily present it from the Divine Scriptures themselves.”
St. GREGORY THE GREAT, in answering the question, “Is there anything at all that can possibly benefit souls after death?” teaches:
“The Holy Sacrifice of Christ, our saving Victim, brings great benefits to souls even after death, provided their sins (are such as) can be pardoned in the life to come. For this reason the souls of the dead sometimes beg to have Liturgies offered for them. The safer course, naturally, is to do for ourselves what we hope others will do for us after death. It is better to make one’s exit a free man than to seek liberty after one is in chains. We should, therefore, despise the world with all our hearts as though its glory were already spent, and offer our sacrifice of tears to God each day as we immolate His sacred Flesh and Blood. This Sacrifice alone has the power of saving the soul from eternal death, for it presents to us mystically the death of the Only-begotten Son.”
Many incidents from the Lives of Orthodox saints and ascetics confirm this teaching.
[7] The Apostolic Constitutions (1st/2nd century) teach that Memorials for the dead be served with “psalms and readings and prayers” on the third day after the death of our beloved one, on account of the Lord Jesus “who rose after three days.”
They prescribe Memorials on the ninth day “as a reminder of the living and the dead,” as well as “on the fortieth day after death according to ancient practice.”
This is how the people of Israel mourned for the great Moses. In addition to these we must have annual Memorials in remembrance of the deceased. This teaching is also given by St. Isidoros Of Pelusium, St. Symeon The New Theolgian and St. Gregory The Theologian.
In addition to these Memorials, our holy Church has ordained that the Sabbath (Saturday) be a day of commemoration of the Holy Martyrs and of all the deceased. For the Sabbath, as the seventh day from the beginning of creation, is the day which saw bodily death, imposed upon man by the righteous God. This day is continued, in as much as the death of man is also continued at the same time, Sunday, however, is the “day of the Resurrection, the eighth day, which symbolizes the anticipated age of eternity, the resurrection of the dead and the endless kingdom of God.”
Our Mother Church has also ordained common Memorials twice a year: on the Saturday before Meatfare Sunday and on the Saturday before the great feast of Holy Pentecost.
St. John Of Damascus adds: “the Apostles who speak for God and the spirit-bearing Fathers have decreed this with inspiration and in a manner pleasing to God.”

20 March ~ St. Photini the Samaritan Woman

In many of the encounters of Jesus with other people in the Gospel not much is revealed of them sometimes their name is not even mentioned.  That is not the case with the saint for today, Saint Photini the Samaritan Woman.

We meet her in the Gospel of St. John 4:5-42.  She has a gentle but firm encounter with Jesus and comes to a point of conversion in her life.  She leaves Jesus and goes into town to tell everyone about the man she just met.  In many circles, St. Photini is seen as the first evangelist of the Church.  She converted her sisters Ss. Anatole, Photo, Photis, Paraskeve, and Kyriake and her two sons, St. Photinos, formerly known as Victor, and St. Joses who all became evangelists for Jesus.

After the Apostles Paul and Peter were martyred, St. Photine and her family left their homeland of Sychar, in Samaria, to travel to Carthage to proclaim the Gospel of Christ there. In 66 AD, under the persecutions of Emperor Nero, they all achieved the crown of martyrdom, along with the Duke St. Sebastianos, the close friend of St. Photinos.

O Almighty Saviour, Who did pour forth water for the Hebrews from a solid rock: You did come to the Land of Samaria, and addressed a woman, whom You did attract to faith in You, and she has now attained life in the heavens everlastingly. (Kontakion of St. Photini)

18 March ~ Edward the Martyr

The holy and right-believing King Edward the Martyr (c. 962 – March 18, 978/979) succeeded his father Edgar of England as King of England in 975, but was murdered after a reign of only a few years. As the murder was attributed to “irreligious” opponents, whereas Edward himself was considered a good Christian, he was glorified as Saint Edward the Martyr in 1001; he may also be considered a passion-bearer. His feast day is celebrated on March 18, the uncovering of his relics is commemorated on February 13, and the elevation of his relics on June 20. The translation of his relics is commemorated on September 3.

Edward’s accession to the throne was contested by a party headed by his stepmother, Queen Elfrida, who wished her son, Ethelred the Unready, to become king instead. However, Edward’s claim had more support—including that of St. Dunstan, Archbishop of Canterbury—and was confirmed by the Witan.

King Edward “was a young man of great devotion and excellent conduct. He was completely Orthodox, good and of holy life. Moreover, he loved God and the Church above all things. He was generous to the poor, a haven to the good, a champion of the Faith of Christ, a vessel full of every virtuous grace.”
On King Edward’s accession to the throne a great famine was raging through the land and violent attacks were stirred up against monasteries by prominent noblemen who coveted the lands that his father King Edgar had endowed to them. Many of these monasteries were destroyed, and the monks forced to flee. The king, however, stood firm together with Archbishop Dunstan in defense of the Church and the monasteries. For this, some of the nobles decided to remove him and replace him with his younger brother Ethelred.
On March 18, 978, the king was hunting with dogs and horsemen near Wareham in Dorset. During the hunt the king decided to visit his younger brother Ethelred who was being brought up in the house of his mother Elfrida at Corfe Castle, near Wareham. Separating from his retinue, the King arrived alone at the castle. While still on his horse in the lower part of the castle Elfrida offered Edward a glass of mead. While he was drinking it, Edward was stabbed in the back by one of the queen’s party. Ethelred himself was then only ten years old, and so was not implicated in the murder.

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The Life of the True Monk

The Life of the True Monk
Some weeks ago I change the image at the top of my Facebook page to the image that is at the top of this post. It is the Icon known as the Life of the True Monk. Some of you may have a bad reaction to this Icon but I believe if you understand what the Icon is saying then it will make sense. There is no better place to turn for a description of an Icon then an Iconographer’s Pattern Book. This is the description:
Draw a monk crucified on a cross, clothed in a tunic and a monk’s habit  barefoot and with his feet nailed to the footrest of the cross, his eyes are closed and his mouth shut. Just above his head is this inscription: “Set a watch, O Lord, before my mouth, keep the door of my lips.”
On his hands he holds a lighted candles, and next to the candles is this inscription: “Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father, which is in heaven.”
On his chest he has a tablet like a hassock, which says: “Create in me a clean heart, O God, and renew a right spirit within me.”
On his stomach is another scroll, like the title, with these words: “Do not be led astray, O monk, by a full belly.”
Lower down on his body is another scroll which says: “Mortify your members which are upon the earth.”
Lower down again, below his knees, is another scroll which says: “Prepare your feet in the way of the Gospel of peace.”
Above, in the top arm of the cross, make a title nailed on with this inscription. “God forbid that I should glory, save in the Cross of my Lord.” On the three arms of the cross make seals, and in the right one wright this: “He that endures to the end shall be saved.” In the left-hand one: “He who does not renounce everything is not able to be a disciple of Christ.” On the seal above the footrest of the cross: “Straight and narrow is the way that leadeth unto life.”
To the right side of the Cross paint a dark cavern with a big dragon in it coiled up, and write: “The all-devouring Hell.” Over the mouth of the dragon is a naked young man with his eyes bound by cloth, he holds a bow and shoots the monk. On his bow is a scroll which says: “Maker of lust.” Write this inscription above him: “The love of harlotry.” Above the cave put many snakes and write: “The cares.” Near to Hades put a devil dragging at the cross with a rope and saying: “The flesh is weak and cannot resist.” At the right-hand-end of the footrest put a spear with a cross and a flag and write on it: “I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.”
To the left of the cross make a tower with a door, out of which comes a man sitting on a white horse, wearing a fur hat and robes woven with gold and trimmed with fur. In his right hand he holds a cup full of wine and in his left a lance on the end of which is a sponge; a scroll is wrapped around the lance which says: :Take delight in the pleasures of the world.” He shows them to the monk. Write this inscription above him: “The vainglorious world.” Below him put a grave out of which Death is coming holding a large scythe on his shoulder and an hour-glass in his hand, and looking at the monk. Above him is the inscription: “Death and the grave.”
Below the hands of the monk on either side put two angels holding scrolls; write on the scroll of that on the right: “The Lord has sent me to help you.” And on that on the left: “Do good and fear not.”
Above the cross represent heaven with Christ in it, holding the Gospels on his breast open at the words: “Whosoever will follow me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow me.” In his right hand he holds a king’s crown, and in his left a crown of flowers. Below him to either side are two angels, looking at the monk and showing him to Christ, and holding between them a long scroll with these words: “Fight that you may receive the crown of righteousness, and the Lord will give you a crown of precious stones.”
Then write this title: “The life of the true monk.
I bought a smaller version of this Icon the other day that has the crucified monk in the center with little devils around him shooting arrows at him. On the arrows are the names of the passions that are hurled at the monk by the devil each and every day. This Icon is designed with the monk in mind and not the lay person. As with any ascetic practice, they are first and foremost for the monk who dedicates his life to prayer. Lay people should only undertake these practices with the advice of a seasoned spiritual father. The life a lay person is different and not at all similar to that of a monastic nor should it be.
This Icon, unlike Icons of Christ and the saints, is not made for veneration but for contemplation. It should hang in the entrance to the monastery to remind the monk each day of what his task is. He should continually meditate on this image and ask God for help in resisting the temptations of life.

Sermon for the Second Sunday of Lent ~ Your Faith Has Made You Well

All of us at one time or another in our life, we have been sick and have gone to the doctor. For some of us we needed the lifesaving skill of the doctor of the medication that was prescribed to us. If it was not for the skill of that physician we would more than likely be dead.
People are living longer lives because of the advances of medicine and I believe this is a good thing. Life expectancy has grown leaps and bounds just in the last 50 years. Now it’s not all about medicine, but it surely does help. We have to eat right, exercise and take care of our bodies if we want them to be around for a long time.
But what of our soul? Some of us will spend, over the next week, hours taking care of our physical appearance. We will stand in front of the mirror, some of us will look in horror at the face that stares back at us, but none the less we will do our hair, shave, put on makeup, and choose the right outfit to wear for the occasion so we can look our best. But what of our soul?
In today’s Gospel we have an amazing story of love and determination. Jesus is in town a group of guys want to being their friend to see him so maybe, just maybe Jesus would be able to heal him. Their friend is paralyzed and cannot move. He is confined to his bed so they have to carry the bed with them to the house were Jesus is staying.
Upon their arrival they find “there is no room in the Inn.” They cannot get in because of the crowd that has gathered to hear Jesus speak. Now this will not stop them. I can just see them trying to figure out a way to get this man into the house. Now the Gospel tells us they went up on the roof and made a hole and lowered him in. Imagine the work involved in all of this.
Now I am sure they did not have their tool belts on them, so they would have had to return home to get some tools, and a rope, unless they found them in the home owners’ yard. Then they had to cut a hole in the roof! Okay, all those people around and no one noticed that some people were on the roof cutting a hole in it? Where was the home owner? What would you do if you had some guests over and in the middle of the conversation someone started to cut a hole in the roof!
So now we have this group of guys on the roof with their friend, and his bed! The make a hole in the roof and start to lower their friend down in front of Jesus, all the while he is talking. Scripture does not say this but I can only imagine what was going on in the house. By the sound of it everyone one just sat there listening to Jesus. It does not take much to distract people and if the speaker is good at what he does then people pay attention but come on we are talking major construction and a guy dangling from a rope!
So they make it inside and Jesus looks down and says, “Son, your sins are forgiven you.” Great but what about my legs? Well Scripture does not say that but that’s what I would say. Thanks for the whole forgiveness of sins thing but I came for me legs! So you go to the doctor, and as usual he is running like 3 hours behind so you wait and read old magazines. When you finally get in, and you are wearing that paper night gown, he walks in and says, “Son, your sins are forgiven” and walks out the door! And you have to pay the co-pay on top of it.
But the story does not end there.
Enter the Pharisees. You can always count on a Pharisee to get things going. You see the Pharisees are the ones who are more concerned about the letter of the law then the spirit of the law. They are more concerned with the fact you used milk in your coffee at coffee hour during the great fast then they are about the fact that they just judged you! So they get the nose all out of joint and say, WOW wait just a minute bub, only God can forgive sins. Now if that was me, and using a little bit of sarcasm I would say, ya, I am God! But no, Jesus does not do this. He asks them a question, what is easier to forgive sins to heal someone? But to show you that the Son of Man has power on earth to forgive sins, he tells the man take up your mat and go! Oh and by the way fix the roof on your way out!
Jesus is spot on here. It is easy to fix what ails us physically it is much harder to fix our soul. Both take faith, faith in the physician to heal our physical wounds but we have to have faith in God to heal the spiritual ones. It takes great courage to come here, stand before the Icon of Christ, and confess what we have done wrong. No one likes to admit when they have done wrong, but for most of us we feel so much better after we do. I am leaving right after Church today and head to St. Tikhon Monastery in PA to see my spiritual father and go to confession. My palms are already sweating just thinking about it! To stand naked, so to speak, before God is not easy. Then we add the part about another person being there, standing right there alongside you listening to what you are saying. And this makes it even harder. It’s hard to admit to God when we have done wrong, but to admit it to another person? Oh boy, stress factor 1,000 here!
But this was the purpose of Christ coming to us in human form. He came into the world to forgive sins, feeing all of us from the bondage of the Evil One. It is not me that forgives your sins, for as the confession prayers say, “for I have no power to do that only God does” but with faith we come and seek His forgiveness and reconciliation. In the story Jesus was only going to forgive the man’s sins, which would give him eternal life, but for those around Him, Jesus heals the man as well that they would be drawn to God.
Faith is central to our salvation. Faith was central in today’s story as well. The paralyzed man had faith as did his friends; I dare say the home owner had faith that his roof was going to get fixed as well. “Hey Jesus, you’re a carpenter right?”
Many of us here today are paralyzed; we are paralyzed with fear of admitting that we have done wrong. We are paralyzed with fear that the priest will judge me for what I have done. Remember this; the priest is a sinner as well and needs God’s forgiveness. We are in this together!
Make this Lent the time that you open the roof and lower yourself in to be healed. If you need to ask some friends to help you, but do not miss this opportunity to come and see Jesus. Jesus wants to see you; He desires that you come to him in all humility. Make this your time.

Orthodox Confession – From a Young Woman’s Perspective

Confession is one of the 7 mysteries of the Orthodox Church. This episode takes you deep into the thoughts of young women and examines their feelings towards the Orthodox mystery of confession and how they were able to overcome their fears. Father Abraham Wassef answers important questions on this topic and helps ease the minds of those who fear that the priest may judge them or maybe disappointed in them which ultimately leads to a person not participating in the mystery of confession.

Doctors needed for OCMC Health Care Missions

Medical personnel, especially doctors and health care providers, are needed to conduct medical clinics and offer health instruction in communities around the world that have limited access to basic medical care and regular medical attention. By participating on a health care outreach, you will help treat various common illnesses found in other parts of the world, including malaria, parasites, and other tropical diseases. Medical personnel participate in an outreach of the local Church to heal the sick, care for the poor and needy, and offer a living witness to the healing love of Christ as our Lord and Savior.
OCMC health care teams travel to regions where most clinics are set up in church buildings, existing health care facilities, schools, or outside in remote locations that often do not have access to electricity. The team will provide various health care services and apply “field medicine”.
The Orthodox Christian Mission Center (OCMC) is offering two Health Care Mission Team opportunities in 2012. A Team to eastern and northern Uganda and another Team to western Tanzania will serve numerous communities and provide medical care to hundreds of people. Additionally, the Tanzania Team will work with long-term OCMC Health Care missionaries.
OCMC invites you to join this holistic mission experience that ministers to both the physical and spiritual needs of people with very limited access to medical care. For more information on how to apply, please visit our Web site, http://www.ocmc.org/ , or e-mail us at teams@ocmc.org.

Distorting the Debate of Religious Freedom

By Rep. Darrell Issa

Let’s make something perfectly clear: I support a woman’s right to use contraceptives. I don’t question whether women and men have a right to use contraception — I believe they do. This is not about religious freedom versus contraception but about religious freedom versus unconstitutional mandates.

When Congress granted broad powers and authority to the Obama administration through the 2010 health care overhaul, it was never explained that the administration would use those powers to launch an assault on religious freedom.

In an unscripted but revealing moment, then-Sen. Barack Obama (D-Ill.) infamously said Americans “cling to guns or religion … to explain their frustrations.” Four years later, actions taken by his administration have thrown our nation into a very fundamental debate about the proper role of government in our lives.

The House Oversight and Government Reform Committee recently convened the first Congressional hearing on the administration’s mandate that religious employers pay for abortion-inducing drugs, contraceptives and sterilization procedures in their employee health care plans, despite the fact that some of these items and services violate the employers’ core religious teachings.

The committee heard from a Catholic, a Lutheran, a Baptist, a rabbi and university administrators united in their opposition to the administration’s mandate. These men and women spoke eloquently about their concerns, not because they share the same views about contraception or even abortion (they do not) but because they value their religious freedom, guaranteed by the First Amendment of the Constitution.

It was the committee’s hope to engage in a robust debate about the First Amendment infringements created by the administration’s proposal. Unfortunately, Congressional Democrats directed by House Minority Leader Nancy Pelosi (Calif.) were more interested in political theater and decided to cast the hearing about something that it wasn’t.

Our nation’s founders believed so fervently in religious liberty that they established the First Amendment so people of all faiths could practice free from the fear of persecution or harassment.

As Democrats asked, “Where are the women?” 20 feet from them, Dr. Allison Garrett from Oklahoma Christian University and Dr. Laura Champion from Calvin College would explain their belief that this was an issue of religious freedom, not contraception.

“This debate is not about whether women have the right to obtain these drugs,” Garrett said. “Rather, this debate is about whether those who believe that contraceptives or abortifacients violate their religious convictions must pay for them. There is a vast difference between the right to make a purchase for oneself and requiring someone else to pay for it.”

According to Champion’s testimony, the issue is not about contraception because “contraception is not controversial at our school.”

The core issue we explored at the hearing was the federal government’s efforts to compel religious institutions to use their own money to pay for services that directly violate their religious teachings.

Given the purpose of this hearing, some of the theatrics and rhetoric from the left that followed had more to do with scoring partisan points than contributing to a constructive dialogue about the Constitution and basic freedoms.

For purported proponents of the First Amendment to cavalierly discard concerns about infringements of the protection to practice a faith freely is a disappointing, but not surprising, contradiction.

The smoke screen of the left’s efforts to distort the conversation is designed to mask the legitimacy of efforts to protect freedom of religion and conscience. This is not just a concern for one church or one faith, but one that affects all Americans who value their constitutional rights.

Rep. Darrell Issa (R-Calif.) is chairman of the House Oversight and Government Reform Committee.

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